a bitter phase of my life!!

There is silence, regret, and fear.
Those are the feelings I have left to bare.
Alone to sit in complete sorrow
Not looking forward for tomorrow


The feeling will always be the same.
That feeling of endless shame.
It was a promise meant to be broken.
Pieces of my heart has been taken as a token.


Could this be a dream, I haven't a clue.
Nightmares of lonely nights, that could come true.
Sitting, thinking, and hoping for a way out.
Something clearer without a doubt


I'm around people but yet I am all alone.
It's like I'm living in my own time zone.
Voices speaking without faces around me.
Just erie dark shadows, is what I see


A mess of shattered images left behind.
Of a soul that was once one of a kind.
Fear of being jaded so deep,
And this feeling I am too forever keep.


I'm a girl with a big heart but in such distress.
And a hole in the heart full of emptyness.
Now a girl with a broken smile.
Who doesn't think life is worthwhile.


I wish I could make this feeling go away.
Maybe then I would be gone of my dismay.
If only I wasn't broken down I might release.
And finally with myself I could be at peace.

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